Songs

I love poetry but, am always afraid that people will judge me. I cannot fear people when writing is a way that I can worship the Lord. Here are some songs that I wrote with the help of Sarah Dromm. My prayer is that God would continue to break me of fearing what people think. I do not have to stand before people one day and be judged, I will stand before him.

Song 1

Verse 1

I was nervous and scared to fail or be alone,

yet I only confided in myself.

I was doing all I needed to come out on top,

yet I left you...I left you out.

Chorus

I used my crocked speech

to what I wanted and your plan still happened.

I held on to my pride

and fixated on myself but you waited patiently.

Verse 2

I was trapped in a battle of unbelief,

yet you never regretted choosing me.

I lived passively and found contentment

in my life. All the while you knew my heart.

Chorus

I used my crocked speech

to what I wanted and your plan still happened.

I held on to my pride

and fixated on myself but you waited patiently.

Song 2

Verse 1

I'm afraid to look back

on who I used to be.

Ashamed of where I've been

I hide my face.

I'm not who I was back then.

The people I've loved,

I never fully did.

The achievements I've made

were for selfish desires.

Chorus

Help me let it go.

Help me run to you.

Wipe those tears from my eyes.

Be my comfort now.

Your faithfulness is true.

Verse 2

I'm afraid to move forward

'cause all of my past.

Fear of the unknown,

I begin to settle.

I'm not as strong as you say.

You tell me to trust

but, I don't know how.

The price that you paid

was love in itself.

Chorus

Help me follow you.

Help me run to you.

Wipe those tears from my eyes.

Be my comfort now.

Your faithfulness is true.

Bridge (x3)

Help me to trust

good things come in your timing.

Chorus

Help me follow you.

Help me run to you.

Wipe those tears from my eyes.

Be my comfort now.

Your faithfulness is true.